Wednesday, April 13, 2005
New to Blogging
I'm new at this but this is fun. I have always wanted a place to write down me thoughts and now I have it. so here we go...
My daughter is growing up so fast and I hate it. She's my only child and I want time to stand still. She is a beautiful young lady with a heart of gold and still innocent...but I bet not for long. My husband works and works and works and gets very tired and angry for no reason...for the past couple of years he hasn't been much fun...is perfectly content to sit around and do nothing. Can't blame him though, he's never home. I hope that he remembers he has a wife soon...I think he's forgotten and just considers me a piece of furniture in the house.
I've been very down on myself lately...maybe because of something my husband recently said to me...but I'm trying to pull myself out of that rut. I keep telling myself I'm a good person and I do have a purpose in this world...I am a very hard worker and want what's best for everyone in my life. My new, well not so new, motto is "Stay Positive, No Matter What!", but it's hard to remember that motto when everyone around me is negative...
I'm so ready for this nasty weather to be done with...I want warm sun on my face and flowers in bloom...I'm very impatient that way...
I have some new very special friends in my life...but I approach them with caution...I've always worn my heart on my sleeve and have found that to be very dangerous...I usually get crushed in the end. I hope my new buddies understand why it's hard for me to let them in. I've been told before that I get too personal in my relationships, but if you don't have someone in your life that you can get personal with then life isn't worth the effort...
Another thought for the day: Let your inner light show. It makes you glow!
