Wednesday, October 19, 2005
True Love!
I wanted to share this photo with you all....these are the two most important people in my life!
I never thought I could love so deeply...the way I do these two. At times they drive me crazy and I need a break from them but I think that's true in any relationship. Baby Girl just turned 13 and I can feel her slipping away from me, minute by minute and it makes me want to cry! Hubby and I have been a couple since November or 1984. Yup, that's 21 years, and I love him just as much now as I did then...actually more! Tim and I have been talking lately about what it will be like when Kristen leaves the house. I can't help but wonder if we'll still enjoy each other the way we do now. It seems that we never do anything without Baby strapped to our hip. It's at times like we have forgotten how to be a couple. Sex has been great, better than it has ever been, in the past several months (Medical reason's that could have taken my life made sex not very enjoyable for me) but that's another blog at another time. Soon it will just be me and him again...Kristen will be off on her own, making her own magical memories with a wonderful partner hopefully. I took Tim on a date Monday and we had a great time. I guess we just don't do stuff like that often enough. Kristen is a typical teen...she tells me only the things she WANTS to tell me and I hate it. Up until now she has always told me every detail of every day. Lately though that has changed. She gives me one word answers and is mad at me most of the time. That's ok though...I know that it's all a part of her growing up and becoming her own person and I love her enough to not pressure her. She has a lot of stuff to face in the next five or six years and I am here for her if she needs me. That's all I can do at this point. I just wanted to share with you all my two true loves! And I think this is the best picture they've ever taken together. Hope you enjoyed it! Later...
